Saturday, October 10, 2009

So i had a convo with Meleah

10/10/2009
04:12 PM
Meleah:
heyy!!
i git my phone backk r u mad at meee??
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04:13 PM
Brandon:
no mam
i just have had so many test and papers
i havent had time to do any thing
i havent even had time to blog
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04:14 PM
Meleah:
o okk jw o ok gotchaa!! I had surgeryy!! They took all the spots of my back and i have forgot abou blogginn.. I am rele happy cancer is gonee!!
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04:14 PM
Brandon:
thats great
how ya feelling
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04:14 PM
Meleah:
alobetter. Happy and thankin godd
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04:17 PM
Meleah:
u tere??
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04:19 PM
Meleah:
okk well if u wanna textt my # is 229-392-5555
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04:20 PM
Brandon:
i dont have text
or a workin phone
lol
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04:20 PM
Meleah:
relee.. that suckzz
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04:20 PM
Brandon:
hey msg me your number thogh so ill be able to save it l8er
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04:21 PM
Meleah:
229-392-5555
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04:22 PM
Brandon:
no like a msg that i can keep in my inbox
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04:22 PM
Meleah:
okk
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04:24 PM
Brandon:
im lookin a 50 hair styles
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04:24 PM
Meleah:
i didd
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04:25 PM
Meleah:
so.. wrydd??
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04:29 PM
Brandon:
we have a50's thing tonight
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04:30 PM
Meleah:
coolioo what is thatt??
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04:30 PM
Brandon:
idk
they call it sock hop
its sounds cool
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04:30 p.m.
Meleah:
o okk. lol.. what do u doo therE??
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04:30 p.m.
Brandon:
we had a jazz dance last night
i diont know if we dance or just chill
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04:31 p.m.
Meleah:
o okk

Thursday, October 8, 2009

Crying is for men

so i don't really feel the need to blogg right this second even though life from the outside looking in blows, or at least it should but im pretty content. Lets start from the minor my ankle hurts so bad. well its a new day a girl called and i went to go chill with her. a friend complete friend.so ill complain l8er well
i do need to fill you in on My circle of friends but l8er.

SO the longest week ever

I got wrote up today at my job talked smack to a guy. Bethany is hanging with a another friend. workin on two papers im so ready to go home for break well ill write more... i have a new crush

Monday, October 5, 2009

one of my new fav song

http://www.imeem.com/people/j_Nd8N/music/-rV7uoO0/papa-san-i-call-her-blessed/

If lifes a game, then love is the object

This will be something inspiring l8er

Sunday, October 4, 2009

I miss my unc


My uncle Cary i miss him. i use to go hang out with him and my aunt some sundays. he's a great guy all ways help me fix stuff. he has a drinking problem but for some reason it doesnt bother me. well not much he drinks all the time so its kind of the norm. buti miss him and my niece. this is a pic my sister posted yesterday so ridiculously cute

chick way hotter than me

Brandon
im next door
3:11pmAmber
hahaha nooo your nooot!!!!
I'm in mills
3:11pmBrandon
loser
3:11pmAmber
ummm no loser
3:11pmBrandon
well sort of
3:11pmAmber
what are you doing in there?
3:12pmBrandon
chillin not doing work when i should
be
3:12pmAmber
yah nice little girl who is she?
3:12pmBrandon
mine
daughter
jk
3:14pmAmber
hahahaha
who is she?
3:14pmBrandon
niece
3:14pmAmber
I have nieces tooo!
and nephewss!!!!
8
of them
3:14pmBrandon
wow
3:14pmAmber
i miss them soo mmuuuchh!!
yah my sister got busy
3:14pmBrandon
just the one
3:14pmAmber
and my brother too i guess
but she has more than him
3:15pmBrandon
wow
3:15pmAmber
yah she has five
and she is 30
3:15pmBrandon
my sister put the cutest pic on last night
she is yung to have more
3:15pmAmber
but she's hoooott
she is going to adopt
unless she has another accident
3:15pmBrandon
hotter than you?
3:16pmAmber
cause the last like 3 kids have been accidents
3:16pmBrandon
really
3:16pmAmber
she's the hottest girl i know
3:16pmBrandon
can i met her
3:16pmAmber
idk maybe they might visit
she and her husband and their kids
she drives a hummer
3:17pmBrandon
way to break my heart
3:17pmAmber
she's hot
sorry !!
3:17pmBrandon
can be hotter that you
cant
3:18pmAmber
hahaaa brandon dont be mean
false flatteryy is not nice = [
i rode in the elevator with levi
with my laundry
my underwear was on top
dont know if he noticed
but it was emmbarraassaaiiiniinghgggg
3:19pmBrandon
i can ask
3:19pmAmber
haha nooo
no no no
you dont have to do that
3:19pmBrandon
and how is that false flattery
i ant ask
3:20pmAmber
cause its not true and we both know it!!
yeah you cant ask
3:20pmBrandon
ok
ok all game a side can i say sometyhing
?
3:21pmAmber
yesm?
3:22pmBrandon
you are deffintly one of if not the hottest chick here
i hate macs
i can use the spell check
3:22pmAmber
whhatt noooo that's nooot trueee!
your making fun of me!!
or that's just your opinion cause guys dont think that
3:23pmBrandon
ok
what ever you say
3:23pmAmber
they ignore me
and one guy called me fat and told me my boobs are lopsided
3:24pmBrandon
denial is not just a rver in egyt
3:24pmAmber
who says that?!
3:24pmBrandon
i thike your extremly beautiful
its just hard to aproch you because your so hott
3:25pmAmber
awww thankss!!!
haha sorry dont mean to
?
3:25pmBrandon
its life
well chatcha l8er
butt load of work to do
3:25pmAmber
yah i need to do greek!!!
i'll ttyl
3:25pmBrandon
sorry

Saturday, October 3, 2009

The blog you need to check out

http://meleahhsstoryy.blogspot.com/2009/10/what-happens-next.html?showComment=1254619691842#c7913021303320441018

SLow sappylove songs

make ya want to kiss someone...
especially if you all ready wanted to sort of.
i so wanted to kiss Bethany today
If i i wasn't thinking about Cory i so would have.
me and Bethany were siting on the couch me sort of working her sort of thinking about sleeping and i couldn't help but look into her beautiful brown eyes (well brown a lot, they sort of change, today they were brown with green around the outside). Then she she started to play this 50 sounding love song she looked off into my eyes and i looked over into hers and then i jumped you know like a little flinch like when two guys are about to fight. i had to do something to break that moment then i told her she needed to play something else that i didn't like that style right now. its a jerk move but i don't want any drama. i could see my self with her sometimes but i shake that thought to the curve. shes not interested plus i have the "bros before Girls" thing to live up to. i respect Cory and he has the same for me i wouldn't want to hurt that. plus shes never been kissed so if i would of slipped and planted my lips on hers, even if she liked, it it would of caused more drama than i can deal with now...

but on a plus note and what i really wanted to blog about tonight was a new friend i made. shes cute as pie, home schooled but that's OK i guess. its to early to give her a name in the drama of my life but she is cute. really just throwing this out there and not being pessimistic just honest i don't see this going any were ether but she is super cute. we watched two episodes of Decster (or how ever its spelled) and i had my arm around her but she leaned in and rested on my chest there may of been a pillow but ether way this notion at the private college i go to is semi-rear. im thinking about doing ball room (not a heterosexual thing to do in the south)
just told my Ra i blog as a stress relief because I'm to fat to run lol
but yeah she ball rooms but i was thinking about it before but that was kind on icing on the cake.
Just had a chat with my Ra about all the reasons i blog little uncomfortable but OK told him i blog for stress but i don't just blog bad stuff any more but good thanks to God for good stuff happening and a comment from a stranger that told me to be more positive. told him i was blogging out of habit and because i hung out with a cute girl last night i didn't want any more prodding questions. i have a big paper to do so blows... didn't know about it till today ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
that's stress and its a complicated paper
but yeah that chick is cool
well i got a heave chest after my RA questions and light hands
so ill catcha ya cool cats later.

Friday, October 2, 2009

dont stop beliving

http://www.playlist.com/searchbeta/tracks#don%27t%20stop%20believing
Journey

Thursday, October 1, 2009

an blog you have to follow if she wants

I fill i don't know what to say

1/10/2009
08:32 p.m.
Meleah:
heyy one of the spots on my back is lower lumbar lymphomaa i am really scaredd
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08:35 PM
Brandon:
what do you have to do next?
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08:36 PM
Meleah:
the are doin a mri of it to see if it can be removed with surgery and if it can then that is great but if it cant i hve to have chemo
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08:37 PM
Brandon:
that blows
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08:37 PM
Meleah:
yeah i am reallyreall scaredd
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08:37 PM
Brandon:
it will work out
i know
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08:37 PM
Meleah:
i hope
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08:38 PM
Brandon:
it will do you blog?
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08:38 PM
Meleah:
huh??
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08:39 PM
Brandon:
ive actually have to get off the comupter but i want you to start a blog
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08:39 PM
Meleah:
abut whatt??
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08:39 PM
Brandon:
your life
everything
then i want to read it
or i dont have to
but be mostly honest
www.blogger.com
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08:40 PM
Meleah:
u can i just dont know wht to put in itt
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08:40 PM
Brandon:
anyting that you think about
then send me the url
anything
you can even do some blogs as a prayer
well still pray it but you know in writen form
write about problems
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08:41 PM
Meleah:
like about what is happenin??
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08:41 PM
Brandon:
yeah
and is happening
vent
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08:42 PM
Meleah:
okk
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08:43 PM
Brandon:
its easy to start and ill check it out l8er if you want
cya l8er ok
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08:43 PM
Meleah:
o ttyl
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08:43 PM
Brandon:
night

neil young

great haven't heard him in forever

http://www.playlist.com/searchbeta/tracks#neil%20young

New york msged me back

Raskopf October 1 at 5:01pm
sorry i haven't been "on" on in a while. but anyways idk part of it is i have issues with the whole guy thing, I'm a skeptic. But I also didn't mean for anything to happen, not in a mean way by any means what so ever! please don't take it that way. I just don't think I should have let it happen. You're a great guy and i love hanging out with you, I didn't mean to not talk to you; school, math mostly, has been keeping me sooooo freakin busy!

and its (ras-cough) p is silent! =)


and my not so good response


Gross October 1 at 4:45pm
i gotcha and that is a weird last name... well mines Gross
so i can't say anything
sweet but i was just wondering no big
cya around
and we should hang some time i just want think about how cute you are


I could of done so much better in response but I'm over it