Dancing in my Mind

her shadow dances in my mind right now
not half a good as the real thing
but all i can have.

shes not mine
she never will be

i wish her shadow was elsewhere
not tempting me to seek her out

If i did give in what would be the fruit
nothing, empty looks maybe
but there is not love there

But if i seek her out
would this void be gone?

no...
Just empty looks

I stare deep in her eyes
with her to glance back
look briefly,

my heart jumps
and I'm no longer my self

Lost in her shadow
or lost in her eyes

Ether way I'm trapped,
Destine to fail
did i seek her out?

do you want to know
ill never tell

i didn't, not yet
but her shadow looms.

Dancing in my mind