Secluded

So i haven't seen New york in a few days. that makes life a heck of a lot easier. Its only when i see her that i get stressed out.
I only saw my friend's not girl friend once today. they had a long talk so there more cool now, that makes things more concrete. she kind of leads people on me and one of her gf came to that realization last night well morning i didn't get to bed untill like 400 in the mornin last night.
Totally missed my first shift of work
But yeah i almost blog today about a friend that made me fill really funny, like on the inside. when she looked in my eyes or my hands touched i thought there was more but i was wrong.
that makes me fill like crap on the inside but im sure its for the best.
well night for now still avoiding my friends not girl friend to the best of my ability
may the force be with you...