Lonely hurts

so the broken heart i ask for just hit me. well now that I'm typing its not quite so bad. So Bethany and Cory are doing good. i still keep my distance today. I went to hang out with them earlier out felt kind of out of place.
but any way i have black paint on my face. i was dressed like cat in the hat 4 like 3 hours today. we had to do this hall theme thing and the categories were children stories. we did green eggs and ham so i was the cat in the hat i sat in a room with a chick as the tour guide pointed out how i don't belong. Kind of like at this college. it was fun though i was a complete loon i even scared an old lady on accident. i would come out and dance and the wait and yell at people as they went by. i did something different every time i even came up with a song it was naughty party were the lyrics it was great.
but i fill lonely even still i wanted Bethany and Cory to do there thing and even though it was noble i still miss her sure we will hang out though. she came in my room and chilled with me and the chick 4 a while but it was still different. i gave new york a hug today we even chatted for 2.3 seconds.
But every thing is working out like it say it will in the bible "for the good" i just have to remember in the storms he is still there Abba father
night in have to shower and study.1 is the loneliest number