I haven't bloged in a bit. well nothing new has really happen, i gave up on girls here... and re fell in love with motorcycles. I started riding most weekends, which is great because i live on a freaking mnt. I'm going to stay in this social awkward society for another semester. I feel my self becoming more social awkward which sucks. My best bud here is bailing to find normalcy. Can blame him but I'll miss him, we often discuss how life is suppose to be, and what real girls are like.
Ill miss you buddy
I don't really like rich old people to night. I was messing with a room mate while he was cleaning the old lady turned around if she could help me. Ask what me what i was doing, in my most southern gentlemen way possible told her. We were both walking the same way she turned around agin to ask me my name at this point i was already ticked this rich old broad ask me what the heck i was doing. I pay the freaking tuition. She ask me my name and Jesus came in i wanted to say no of your (bad word) Business. But i just my first name she said Brandon who i just said Brandon and keep on walking. Brandon Brandon with a smart ace chuckle and smile. I said yep and keep on my marry way. I did look over my shoulder to make shore this older couple wasn't stalking me.
Dang old people.
For all i know they could be part of the family that gave the school a million dollars the other day. They totally could give me more support. I bet those old people could of wrote a check and paid for the rest of my college but...
I was the Creepy kid that the made feel insecure about his place at this rich people, homeschool breeding ground.
IN the words of the late great turrets guy "F SALT"!
Southern man stuck in my head by Neil Young
Listening to "the ghost of Mississippi" by joey Gilmore
Thursday, November 19, 2009
Saturday, October 10, 2009
So i had a convo with Meleah
10/10/2009
04:12 PM
Meleah:
heyy!!
i git my phone backk r u mad at meee??
……………………………………………………………………
04:13 PM
Brandon:
no mam
i just have had so many test and papers
i havent had time to do any thing
i havent even had time to blog
……………………………………………………………………
04:14 PM
Meleah:
o okk jw o ok gotchaa!! I had surgeryy!! They took all the spots of my back and i have forgot abou blogginn.. I am rele happy cancer is gonee!!
……………………………………………………………………
04:14 PM
Brandon:
thats great
how ya feelling
……………………………………………………………………
04:14 PM
Meleah:
alobetter. Happy and thankin godd
……………………………………………………………………
04:17 PM
Meleah:
u tere??
……………………………………………………………………
04:19 PM
Meleah:
okk well if u wanna textt my # is 229-392-5555
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04:20 PM
Brandon:
i dont have text
or a workin phone
lol
……………………………………………………………………
04:20 PM
Meleah:
relee.. that suckzz
……………………………………………………………………
04:20 PM
Brandon:
hey msg me your number thogh so ill be able to save it l8er
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04:21 PM
Meleah:
229-392-5555
……………………………………………………………………
04:22 PM
Brandon:
no like a msg that i can keep in my inbox
……………………………………………………………………
04:22 PM
Meleah:
okk
……………………………………………………………………
04:24 PM
Brandon:
im lookin a 50 hair styles
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04:24 PM
Meleah:
i didd
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04:25 PM
Meleah:
so.. wrydd??
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04:29 PM
Brandon:
we have a50's thing tonight
……………………………………………………………………
04:30 PM
Meleah:
coolioo what is thatt??
……………………………………………………………………
04:30 PM
Brandon:
idk
they call it sock hop
its sounds cool
……………………………………………………………………
04:30 p.m.
Meleah:
o okk. lol.. what do u doo therE??
……………………………………………………………………
04:30 p.m.
Brandon:
we had a jazz dance last night
i diont know if we dance or just chill
……………………………………………………………………
04:31 p.m.
Meleah:
o okk
04:12 PM
Meleah:
heyy!!
i git my phone backk r u mad at meee??
……………………………………………………………………
04:13 PM
Brandon:
no mam
i just have had so many test and papers
i havent had time to do any thing
i havent even had time to blog
……………………………………………………………………
04:14 PM
Meleah:
o okk jw o ok gotchaa!! I had surgeryy!! They took all the spots of my back and i have forgot abou blogginn.. I am rele happy cancer is gonee!!
……………………………………………………………………
04:14 PM
Brandon:
thats great
how ya feelling
……………………………………………………………………
04:14 PM
Meleah:
alobetter. Happy and thankin godd
……………………………………………………………………
04:17 PM
Meleah:
u tere??
……………………………………………………………………
04:19 PM
Meleah:
okk well if u wanna textt my # is 229-392-5555
……………………………………………………………………
04:20 PM
Brandon:
i dont have text
or a workin phone
lol
……………………………………………………………………
04:20 PM
Meleah:
relee.. that suckzz
……………………………………………………………………
04:20 PM
Brandon:
hey msg me your number thogh so ill be able to save it l8er
……………………………………………………………………
04:21 PM
Meleah:
229-392-5555
……………………………………………………………………
04:22 PM
Brandon:
no like a msg that i can keep in my inbox
……………………………………………………………………
04:22 PM
Meleah:
okk
……………………………………………………………………
04:24 PM
Brandon:
im lookin a 50 hair styles
……………………………………………………………………
04:24 PM
Meleah:
i didd
……………………………………………………………………
04:25 PM
Meleah:
so.. wrydd??
……………………………………………………………………
04:29 PM
Brandon:
we have a50's thing tonight
……………………………………………………………………
04:30 PM
Meleah:
coolioo what is thatt??
……………………………………………………………………
04:30 PM
Brandon:
idk
they call it sock hop
its sounds cool
……………………………………………………………………
04:30 p.m.
Meleah:
o okk. lol.. what do u doo therE??
……………………………………………………………………
04:30 p.m.
Brandon:
we had a jazz dance last night
i diont know if we dance or just chill
……………………………………………………………………
04:31 p.m.
Meleah:
o okk
Thursday, October 8, 2009
Crying is for men
so i don't really feel the need to blogg right this second even though life from the outside looking in blows, or at least it should but im pretty content. Lets start from the minor my ankle hurts so bad. well its a new day a girl called and i went to go chill with her. a friend complete friend.so ill complain l8er well
i do need to fill you in on My circle of friends but l8er.
i do need to fill you in on My circle of friends but l8er.
SO the longest week ever
I got wrote up today at my job talked smack to a guy. Bethany is hanging with a another friend. workin on two papers im so ready to go home for break well ill write more... i have a new crush
Monday, October 5, 2009
one of my new fav song
http://www.imeem.com/people/j_Nd8N/music/-rV7uoO0/papa-san-i-call-her-blessed/
Sunday, October 4, 2009
I miss my unc
My uncle Cary i miss him. i use to go hang out with him and my aunt some sundays. he's a great guy all ways help me fix stuff. he has a drinking problem but for some reason it doesnt bother me. well not much he drinks all the time so its kind of the norm. buti miss him and my niece. this is a pic my sister posted yesterday so ridiculously cute
chick way hotter than me
Brandon
im next door
3:11pmAmber
hahaha nooo your nooot!!!!
I'm in mills
3:11pmBrandon
loser
3:11pmAmber
ummm no loser
3:11pmBrandon
well sort of
3:11pmAmber
what are you doing in there?
3:12pmBrandon
chillin not doing work when i should
be
3:12pmAmber
yah nice little girl who is she?
3:12pmBrandon
mine
daughter
jk
3:14pmAmber
hahahaha
who is she?
3:14pmBrandon
niece
3:14pmAmber
I have nieces tooo!
and nephewss!!!!
8
of them
3:14pmBrandon
wow
3:14pmAmber
i miss them soo mmuuuchh!!
yah my sister got busy
3:14pmBrandon
just the one
3:14pmAmber
and my brother too i guess
but she has more than him
3:15pmBrandon
wow
3:15pmAmber
yah she has five
and she is 30
3:15pmBrandon
my sister put the cutest pic on last night
she is yung to have more
3:15pmAmber
but she's hoooott
she is going to adopt
unless she has another accident
3:15pmBrandon
hotter than you?
3:16pmAmber
cause the last like 3 kids have been accidents
3:16pmBrandon
really
3:16pmAmber
she's the hottest girl i know
3:16pmBrandon
can i met her
3:16pmAmber
idk maybe they might visit
she and her husband and their kids
she drives a hummer
3:17pmBrandon
way to break my heart
3:17pmAmber
she's hot
sorry !!
3:17pmBrandon
can be hotter that you
cant
3:18pmAmber
hahaaa brandon dont be mean
false flatteryy is not nice = [
i rode in the elevator with levi
with my laundry
my underwear was on top
dont know if he noticed
but it was emmbarraassaaiiiniinghgggg
3:19pmBrandon
i can ask
3:19pmAmber
haha nooo
no no no
you dont have to do that
3:19pmBrandon
and how is that false flattery
i ant ask
3:20pmAmber
cause its not true and we both know it!!
yeah you cant ask
3:20pmBrandon
ok
ok all game a side can i say sometyhing
?
3:21pmAmber
yesm?
3:22pmBrandon
you are deffintly one of if not the hottest chick here
i hate macs
i can use the spell check
3:22pmAmber
whhatt noooo that's nooot trueee!
your making fun of me!!
or that's just your opinion cause guys dont think that
3:23pmBrandon
ok
what ever you say
3:23pmAmber
they ignore me
and one guy called me fat and told me my boobs are lopsided
3:24pmBrandon
denial is not just a rver in egyt
3:24pmAmber
who says that?!
3:24pmBrandon
i thike your extremly beautiful
its just hard to aproch you because your so hott
3:25pmAmber
awww thankss!!!
haha sorry dont mean to
?
3:25pmBrandon
its life
well chatcha l8er
butt load of work to do
3:25pmAmber
yah i need to do greek!!!
i'll ttyl
3:25pmBrandon
sorry
im next door
3:11pmAmber
hahaha nooo your nooot!!!!
I'm in mills
3:11pmBrandon
loser
3:11pmAmber
ummm no loser
3:11pmBrandon
well sort of
3:11pmAmber
what are you doing in there?
3:12pmBrandon
chillin not doing work when i should
be
3:12pmAmber
yah nice little girl who is she?
3:12pmBrandon
mine
daughter
jk
3:14pmAmber
hahahaha
who is she?
3:14pmBrandon
niece
3:14pmAmber
I have nieces tooo!
and nephewss!!!!
8
of them
3:14pmBrandon
wow
3:14pmAmber
i miss them soo mmuuuchh!!
yah my sister got busy
3:14pmBrandon
just the one
3:14pmAmber
and my brother too i guess
but she has more than him
3:15pmBrandon
wow
3:15pmAmber
yah she has five
and she is 30
3:15pmBrandon
my sister put the cutest pic on last night
she is yung to have more
3:15pmAmber
but she's hoooott
she is going to adopt
unless she has another accident
3:15pmBrandon
hotter than you?
3:16pmAmber
cause the last like 3 kids have been accidents
3:16pmBrandon
really
3:16pmAmber
she's the hottest girl i know
3:16pmBrandon
can i met her
3:16pmAmber
idk maybe they might visit
she and her husband and their kids
she drives a hummer
3:17pmBrandon
way to break my heart
3:17pmAmber
she's hot
sorry !!
3:17pmBrandon
can be hotter that you
cant
3:18pmAmber
hahaaa brandon dont be mean
false flatteryy is not nice = [
i rode in the elevator with levi
with my laundry
my underwear was on top
dont know if he noticed
but it was emmbarraassaaiiiniinghgggg
3:19pmBrandon
i can ask
3:19pmAmber
haha nooo
no no no
you dont have to do that
3:19pmBrandon
and how is that false flattery
i ant ask
3:20pmAmber
cause its not true and we both know it!!
yeah you cant ask
3:20pmBrandon
ok
ok all game a side can i say sometyhing
?
3:21pmAmber
yesm?
3:22pmBrandon
you are deffintly one of if not the hottest chick here
i hate macs
i can use the spell check
3:22pmAmber
whhatt noooo that's nooot trueee!
your making fun of me!!
or that's just your opinion cause guys dont think that
3:23pmBrandon
ok
what ever you say
3:23pmAmber
they ignore me
and one guy called me fat and told me my boobs are lopsided
3:24pmBrandon
denial is not just a rver in egyt
3:24pmAmber
who says that?!
3:24pmBrandon
i thike your extremly beautiful
its just hard to aproch you because your so hott
3:25pmAmber
awww thankss!!!
haha sorry dont mean to
?
3:25pmBrandon
its life
well chatcha l8er
butt load of work to do
3:25pmAmber
yah i need to do greek!!!
i'll ttyl
3:25pmBrandon
sorry
Saturday, October 3, 2009
The blog you need to check out
http://meleahhsstoryy.blogspot.com/2009/10/what-happens-next.html?showComment=1254619691842#c7913021303320441018
SLow sappylove songs
make ya want to kiss someone...
especially if you all ready wanted to sort of.
i so wanted to kiss Bethany today
If i i wasn't thinking about Cory i so would have.
me and Bethany were siting on the couch me sort of working her sort of thinking about sleeping and i couldn't help but look into her beautiful brown eyes (well brown a lot, they sort of change, today they were brown with green around the outside). Then she she started to play this 50 sounding love song she looked off into my eyes and i looked over into hers and then i jumped you know like a little flinch like when two guys are about to fight. i had to do something to break that moment then i told her she needed to play something else that i didn't like that style right now. its a jerk move but i don't want any drama. i could see my self with her sometimes but i shake that thought to the curve. shes not interested plus i have the "bros before Girls" thing to live up to. i respect Cory and he has the same for me i wouldn't want to hurt that. plus shes never been kissed so if i would of slipped and planted my lips on hers, even if she liked, it it would of caused more drama than i can deal with now...
but on a plus note and what i really wanted to blog about tonight was a new friend i made. shes cute as pie, home schooled but that's OK i guess. its to early to give her a name in the drama of my life but she is cute. really just throwing this out there and not being pessimistic just honest i don't see this going any were ether but she is super cute. we watched two episodes of Decster (or how ever its spelled) and i had my arm around her but she leaned in and rested on my chest there may of been a pillow but ether way this notion at the private college i go to is semi-rear. im thinking about doing ball room (not a heterosexual thing to do in the south)
just told my Ra i blog as a stress relief because I'm to fat to run lol
but yeah she ball rooms but i was thinking about it before but that was kind on icing on the cake.
Just had a chat with my Ra about all the reasons i blog little uncomfortable but OK told him i blog for stress but i don't just blog bad stuff any more but good thanks to God for good stuff happening and a comment from a stranger that told me to be more positive. told him i was blogging out of habit and because i hung out with a cute girl last night i didn't want any more prodding questions. i have a big paper to do so blows... didn't know about it till today ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
that's stress and its a complicated paper
but yeah that chick is cool
well i got a heave chest after my RA questions and light hands
so ill catcha ya cool cats later.
especially if you all ready wanted to sort of.
i so wanted to kiss Bethany today
If i i wasn't thinking about Cory i so would have.
me and Bethany were siting on the couch me sort of working her sort of thinking about sleeping and i couldn't help but look into her beautiful brown eyes (well brown a lot, they sort of change, today they were brown with green around the outside). Then she she started to play this 50 sounding love song she looked off into my eyes and i looked over into hers and then i jumped you know like a little flinch like when two guys are about to fight. i had to do something to break that moment then i told her she needed to play something else that i didn't like that style right now. its a jerk move but i don't want any drama. i could see my self with her sometimes but i shake that thought to the curve. shes not interested plus i have the "bros before Girls" thing to live up to. i respect Cory and he has the same for me i wouldn't want to hurt that. plus shes never been kissed so if i would of slipped and planted my lips on hers, even if she liked, it it would of caused more drama than i can deal with now...
but on a plus note and what i really wanted to blog about tonight was a new friend i made. shes cute as pie, home schooled but that's OK i guess. its to early to give her a name in the drama of my life but she is cute. really just throwing this out there and not being pessimistic just honest i don't see this going any were ether but she is super cute. we watched two episodes of Decster (or how ever its spelled) and i had my arm around her but she leaned in and rested on my chest there may of been a pillow but ether way this notion at the private college i go to is semi-rear. im thinking about doing ball room (not a heterosexual thing to do in the south)
just told my Ra i blog as a stress relief because I'm to fat to run lol
but yeah she ball rooms but i was thinking about it before but that was kind on icing on the cake.
Just had a chat with my Ra about all the reasons i blog little uncomfortable but OK told him i blog for stress but i don't just blog bad stuff any more but good thanks to God for good stuff happening and a comment from a stranger that told me to be more positive. told him i was blogging out of habit and because i hung out with a cute girl last night i didn't want any more prodding questions. i have a big paper to do so blows... didn't know about it till today ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
that's stress and its a complicated paper
but yeah that chick is cool
well i got a heave chest after my RA questions and light hands
so ill catcha ya cool cats later.
Friday, October 2, 2009
Thursday, October 1, 2009
an blog you have to follow if she wants
I fill i don't know what to say
1/10/2009
08:32 p.m.
Meleah:
heyy one of the spots on my back is lower lumbar lymphomaa i am really scaredd
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08:35 PM
Brandon:
what do you have to do next?
……………………………………………………………………
08:36 PM
Meleah:
the are doin a mri of it to see if it can be removed with surgery and if it can then that is great but if it cant i hve to have chemo
……………………………………………………………………
08:37 PM
Brandon:
that blows
……………………………………………………………………
08:37 PM
Meleah:
yeah i am reallyreall scaredd
……………………………………………………………………
08:37 PM
Brandon:
it will work out
i know
……………………………………………………………………
08:37 PM
Meleah:
i hope
……………………………………………………………………
08:38 PM
Brandon:
it will do you blog?
……………………………………………………………………
08:38 PM
Meleah:
huh??
……………………………………………………………………
08:39 PM
Brandon:
ive actually have to get off the comupter but i want you to start a blog
……………………………………………………………………
08:39 PM
Meleah:
abut whatt??
……………………………………………………………………
08:39 PM
Brandon:
your life
everything
then i want to read it
or i dont have to
but be mostly honest
www.blogger.com
……………………………………………………………………
08:40 PM
Meleah:
u can i just dont know wht to put in itt
……………………………………………………………………
08:40 PM
Brandon:
anyting that you think about
then send me the url
anything
you can even do some blogs as a prayer
well still pray it but you know in writen form
write about problems
……………………………………………………………………
08:41 PM
Meleah:
like about what is happenin??
……………………………………………………………………
08:41 PM
Brandon:
yeah
and is happening
vent
……………………………………………………………………
08:42 PM
Meleah:
okk
……………………………………………………………………
08:43 PM
Brandon:
its easy to start and ill check it out l8er if you want
cya l8er ok
……………………………………………………………………
08:43 PM
Meleah:
o ttyl
……………………………………………………………………
08:43 PM
Brandon:
night
1/10/2009
08:32 p.m.
Meleah:
heyy one of the spots on my back is lower lumbar lymphomaa i am really scaredd
……………………………………………………………………
08:35 PM
Brandon:
what do you have to do next?
……………………………………………………………………
08:36 PM
Meleah:
the are doin a mri of it to see if it can be removed with surgery and if it can then that is great but if it cant i hve to have chemo
……………………………………………………………………
08:37 PM
Brandon:
that blows
……………………………………………………………………
08:37 PM
Meleah:
yeah i am reallyreall scaredd
……………………………………………………………………
08:37 PM
Brandon:
it will work out
i know
……………………………………………………………………
08:37 PM
Meleah:
i hope
……………………………………………………………………
08:38 PM
Brandon:
it will do you blog?
……………………………………………………………………
08:38 PM
Meleah:
huh??
……………………………………………………………………
08:39 PM
Brandon:
ive actually have to get off the comupter but i want you to start a blog
……………………………………………………………………
08:39 PM
Meleah:
abut whatt??
……………………………………………………………………
08:39 PM
Brandon:
your life
everything
then i want to read it
or i dont have to
but be mostly honest
www.blogger.com
……………………………………………………………………
08:40 PM
Meleah:
u can i just dont know wht to put in itt
……………………………………………………………………
08:40 PM
Brandon:
anyting that you think about
then send me the url
anything
you can even do some blogs as a prayer
well still pray it but you know in writen form
write about problems
……………………………………………………………………
08:41 PM
Meleah:
like about what is happenin??
……………………………………………………………………
08:41 PM
Brandon:
yeah
and is happening
vent
……………………………………………………………………
08:42 PM
Meleah:
okk
……………………………………………………………………
08:43 PM
Brandon:
its easy to start and ill check it out l8er if you want
cya l8er ok
……………………………………………………………………
08:43 PM
Meleah:
o ttyl
……………………………………………………………………
08:43 PM
Brandon:
night
New york msged me back
Raskopf October 1 at 5:01pm
sorry i haven't been "on" on in a while. but anyways idk part of it is i have issues with the whole guy thing, I'm a skeptic. But I also didn't mean for anything to happen, not in a mean way by any means what so ever! please don't take it that way. I just don't think I should have let it happen. You're a great guy and i love hanging out with you, I didn't mean to not talk to you; school, math mostly, has been keeping me sooooo freakin busy!
and its (ras-cough) p is silent! =)
and my not so good response
Gross October 1 at 4:45pm
i gotcha and that is a weird last name... well mines Gross
so i can't say anything
sweet but i was just wondering no big
cya around
and we should hang some time i just want think about how cute you are
I could of done so much better in response but I'm over it
sorry i haven't been "on" on in a while. but anyways idk part of it is i have issues with the whole guy thing, I'm a skeptic. But I also didn't mean for anything to happen, not in a mean way by any means what so ever! please don't take it that way. I just don't think I should have let it happen. You're a great guy and i love hanging out with you, I didn't mean to not talk to you; school, math mostly, has been keeping me sooooo freakin busy!
and its (ras-cough) p is silent! =)
and my not so good response
Gross October 1 at 4:45pm
i gotcha and that is a weird last name... well mines Gross
so i can't say anything
sweet but i was just wondering no big
cya around
and we should hang some time i just want think about how cute you are
I could of done so much better in response but I'm over it
Wednesday, September 30, 2009
My life ain't to bad
SO i work a camp during the summer and one of the girls there chatted with me today. she's 14 and dealing with more stuff than i could ever deal with. If you pray, pray for her if you don't still read about her story, and look at me as a jerk for complaining so much...
30/9/2009
08:38 PM
Meleah:
hey brandonn!!!! lol
……………………………………………………………………
08:39 PM
Brandon:
hey there
shot glasses?
……………………………………………………………………
08:39 PM
Meleah:
yeahh..i gotz a question and idk if u have an answer butt i need ur help with understanding somethingg?? will u help mee
……………………………………………………………………
08:39 PM
Brandon:
sure
……………………………………………………………………
08:40 PM
Meleah:
why does god say he will do what is best for us but he will take our best friends and family when he knows how much it hurts
……………………………………………………………………
08:41 PM
Brandon:
are we talking about best friend or a family member?
……………………………………………………………………
08:41 PM
Meleah:
bothh
……………………………………………………………………
08:41 PM
Brandon:
idk
life
starts and ends
things change
love blooms
and dies
as the world spins
we do as well
Gods bigger
all things work out to his glory
but still
works for are best
……………………………………………………………………
08:43 PM
Meleah:
okk that helps i have to wear a brace on my knee for 6 weekss
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08:43 PM
Brandon:
shouldn't be such a cluts
jk
but we
……………………………………………………………………
08:44 PM
Meleah:
lol its cool i messed it up doin an arabian at gymnastics
……………………………………………………………………
08:44 PM
Brandon:
what the heck is that?
……………………………………………………………………
08:45 PM
Meleah:
oh you do a round off then a front tuck and a front handsprang then back handsprang and back tuckk
……………………………………………………………………
08:45 PM
Brandon:
what
that sounds sicl
i would of broke my hole body
……………………………………………………………………
08:46 PM
Meleah:
lol its not that hard actually u have more strangth when ur legs hit the ground and u bound up
……………………………………………………………………
08:47 PM
Brandon:
if you say so are you going to be ok
with the first question?
……………………………………………………………………
08:48 PM
Meleah:
idk it hurts rele bad and i just dont understand why he took my sister and my best friend they never done anythingg bad all they did was live for himm
……………………………………………………………………
08:49 PM
Meleah:
they told me if i started actin weird about all of this they were gonn aput me in green leaf rehabb
……………………………………………………………………
08:50 PM
Brandon:
i heard the food is good
……………………………………………………………………
08:50 PM
Meleah:
lol
……………………………………………………………………
08:50 PM
Brandon:
Thats one of the things preachers go to school to anser
but know one knows except GOd
……………………………………………………………………
08:51 PM
Meleah:
i swear u can mae a horrible situation and find a way to think positive lol
……………………………………………………………………
08:52 PM
Brandon:
im sure you can to but its alot harder when its your situation
……………………………………………………………………
08:52 PM
Meleah:
yeahh!!
……………………………………………………………………
08:52 PM
Brandon:
Theres nothing wrong with asking questions david did
and theres nothing wrong with breaking down
when my dad past i did
and still do when i think about certain things
……………………………………………………………………
08:54 PM
Meleah:
but i feel like i have to be the stong peson because if my friends or family sees me break down they wil and i do all i can to hide my feelings from themm and now even worse the doctors think i have lower lubar limphoma
……………………………………………………………………
08:55 PM
Brandon:
give me a second im googleing that
……………………………………………………………………
08:55 PM
Meleah:
it is cancer in my backk
……………………………………………………………………
08:58 PM
Brandon:
why do they think that?
……………………………………………………………………
08:58 PM
Meleah:
i have 4 masses on my spine and they r doin spinal taps thursdayy
……………………………………………………………………
08:59 PM
Brandon:
that does blow
wow
you make me fill bad about complaining
like tommorow
……………………………………………………………………
09:00 PM
Meleah:
yeahh its gonna hurt really bad im really scared something is gonna ago wrongg then htey r doin itt
……………………………………………………………………
09:01 PM
Brandon:
it will be ok. unless thy bring out a chainsaw then worry
what is treatment like?
……………………………………………………………………
09:02 PM
Meleah:
just the same a all cancer.. Chemotherapy yeahh thye told m ht ifd imove durin them i an be paralized
if i mvei can be parlized
if move
……………………………………………………………………
09:03 PM
Brandon:
do you watch house?
……………………………………………………………………
09:03 PM
Meleah:
yeahh sure doo
……………………………………………………………………
09:03 PM
Brandon:
do you think hes a jerk?
……………………………………………………………………
09:03 PM
Meleah:
yeahh
but he went to rehabb
he is a littl ebetter noww
……………………………………………………………………
09:04 PM
Brandon:
i know i havent seenany of the first season
this season
……………………………………………………………………
09:04 PM
Meleah:
o well then u missed it lolz
……………………………………………………………………
09:05 PM
Brandon:
but any way
……………………………………………………………………
09:06 PM
Meleah:
yeahh..
……………………………………………………………………
09:06 PM
Brandon:
he would say atleast your not worring about the ankel
……………………………………………………………………
09:07 PM
Meleah:
yeahh i would get an attitude with himm 2
omg i got put in iss for bein in a bathroom fightt
……………………………………………………………………
09:07 PM
Brandon:
i didnt put that
……………………………………………………………………
09:07 PM
Meleah:
kk
……………………………………………………………………
09:08 PM
Brandon:
what just happen
bathroom fight?
……………………………………………………………………
09:09 PM
Meleah:
yeahh i got pushed into a wall and ounched a gurll and got in a fightt
……………………………………………………………………
09:10 PM
Brandon:
lol that great
i have never been in a real fight
……………………………………………………………………
09:10 PM
Meleah:
woww it was just a reflex lol thats what i told the principle as soon as she shoved me i punched herr i was tooooo madd
……………………………………………………………………
30/9/2009
09:11 p.m.
Brandon:
well love ive got to get freakin home work done
but ill chatch ya l8er is it this thursday>
……………………………………………………………………
09:12 PM
Meleah:
lol good luckk i aint got none i have to do it all in iss or i get more dayss yeahh tomorrow pleasee prayy 4 me im still really scaredd
……………………………………………………………………
09:13 PM
Brandon:
ok
will do if you do the same
pray for yourself
that is
……………………………………………………………………
09:13 PM
Meleah:
okay i will thankk uu!! Nightt love ya!!!
……………………………………………………………………
09:14 PM
Brandon:
night
msg me how every thing goes
30/9/2009
08:38 PM
Meleah:
hey brandonn!!!! lol
……………………………………………………………………
08:39 PM
Brandon:
hey there
shot glasses?
……………………………………………………………………
08:39 PM
Meleah:
yeahh..i gotz a question and idk if u have an answer butt i need ur help with understanding somethingg?? will u help mee
……………………………………………………………………
08:39 PM
Brandon:
sure
……………………………………………………………………
08:40 PM
Meleah:
why does god say he will do what is best for us but he will take our best friends and family when he knows how much it hurts
……………………………………………………………………
08:41 PM
Brandon:
are we talking about best friend or a family member?
……………………………………………………………………
08:41 PM
Meleah:
bothh
……………………………………………………………………
08:41 PM
Brandon:
idk
life
starts and ends
things change
love blooms
and dies
as the world spins
we do as well
Gods bigger
all things work out to his glory
but still
works for are best
……………………………………………………………………
08:43 PM
Meleah:
okk that helps i have to wear a brace on my knee for 6 weekss
……………………………………………………………………
08:43 PM
Brandon:
shouldn't be such a cluts
jk
but we
……………………………………………………………………
08:44 PM
Meleah:
lol its cool i messed it up doin an arabian at gymnastics
……………………………………………………………………
08:44 PM
Brandon:
what the heck is that?
……………………………………………………………………
08:45 PM
Meleah:
oh you do a round off then a front tuck and a front handsprang then back handsprang and back tuckk
……………………………………………………………………
08:45 PM
Brandon:
what
that sounds sicl
i would of broke my hole body
……………………………………………………………………
08:46 PM
Meleah:
lol its not that hard actually u have more strangth when ur legs hit the ground and u bound up
……………………………………………………………………
08:47 PM
Brandon:
if you say so are you going to be ok
with the first question?
……………………………………………………………………
08:48 PM
Meleah:
idk it hurts rele bad and i just dont understand why he took my sister and my best friend they never done anythingg bad all they did was live for himm
……………………………………………………………………
08:49 PM
Meleah:
they told me if i started actin weird about all of this they were gonn aput me in green leaf rehabb
……………………………………………………………………
08:50 PM
Brandon:
i heard the food is good
……………………………………………………………………
08:50 PM
Meleah:
lol
……………………………………………………………………
08:50 PM
Brandon:
Thats one of the things preachers go to school to anser
but know one knows except GOd
……………………………………………………………………
08:51 PM
Meleah:
i swear u can mae a horrible situation and find a way to think positive lol
……………………………………………………………………
08:52 PM
Brandon:
im sure you can to but its alot harder when its your situation
……………………………………………………………………
08:52 PM
Meleah:
yeahh!!
……………………………………………………………………
08:52 PM
Brandon:
Theres nothing wrong with asking questions david did
and theres nothing wrong with breaking down
when my dad past i did
and still do when i think about certain things
……………………………………………………………………
08:54 PM
Meleah:
but i feel like i have to be the stong peson because if my friends or family sees me break down they wil and i do all i can to hide my feelings from themm and now even worse the doctors think i have lower lubar limphoma
……………………………………………………………………
08:55 PM
Brandon:
give me a second im googleing that
……………………………………………………………………
08:55 PM
Meleah:
it is cancer in my backk
……………………………………………………………………
08:58 PM
Brandon:
why do they think that?
……………………………………………………………………
08:58 PM
Meleah:
i have 4 masses on my spine and they r doin spinal taps thursdayy
……………………………………………………………………
08:59 PM
Brandon:
that does blow
wow
you make me fill bad about complaining
like tommorow
……………………………………………………………………
09:00 PM
Meleah:
yeahh its gonna hurt really bad im really scared something is gonna ago wrongg then htey r doin itt
……………………………………………………………………
09:01 PM
Brandon:
it will be ok. unless thy bring out a chainsaw then worry
what is treatment like?
……………………………………………………………………
09:02 PM
Meleah:
just the same a all cancer.. Chemotherapy yeahh thye told m ht ifd imove durin them i an be paralized
if i mvei can be parlized
if move
……………………………………………………………………
09:03 PM
Brandon:
do you watch house?
……………………………………………………………………
09:03 PM
Meleah:
yeahh sure doo
……………………………………………………………………
09:03 PM
Brandon:
do you think hes a jerk?
……………………………………………………………………
09:03 PM
Meleah:
yeahh
but he went to rehabb
he is a littl ebetter noww
……………………………………………………………………
09:04 PM
Brandon:
i know i havent seenany of the first season
this season
……………………………………………………………………
09:04 PM
Meleah:
o well then u missed it lolz
……………………………………………………………………
09:05 PM
Brandon:
but any way
……………………………………………………………………
09:06 PM
Meleah:
yeahh..
……………………………………………………………………
09:06 PM
Brandon:
he would say atleast your not worring about the ankel
……………………………………………………………………
09:07 PM
Meleah:
yeahh i would get an attitude with himm 2
omg i got put in iss for bein in a bathroom fightt
……………………………………………………………………
09:07 PM
Brandon:
i didnt put that
……………………………………………………………………
09:07 PM
Meleah:
kk
……………………………………………………………………
09:08 PM
Brandon:
what just happen
bathroom fight?
……………………………………………………………………
09:09 PM
Meleah:
yeahh i got pushed into a wall and ounched a gurll and got in a fightt
……………………………………………………………………
09:10 PM
Brandon:
lol that great
i have never been in a real fight
……………………………………………………………………
09:10 PM
Meleah:
woww it was just a reflex lol thats what i told the principle as soon as she shoved me i punched herr i was tooooo madd
……………………………………………………………………
30/9/2009
09:11 p.m.
Brandon:
well love ive got to get freakin home work done
but ill chatch ya l8er is it this thursday>
……………………………………………………………………
09:12 PM
Meleah:
lol good luckk i aint got none i have to do it all in iss or i get more dayss yeahh tomorrow pleasee prayy 4 me im still really scaredd
……………………………………………………………………
09:13 PM
Brandon:
ok
will do if you do the same
pray for yourself
that is
……………………………………………………………………
09:13 PM
Meleah:
okay i will thankk uu!! Nightt love ya!!!
……………………………………………………………………
09:14 PM
Brandon:
night
msg me how every thing goes
Life on life
No class today kind of great
i ask a buddy to come home with me fall break and i'm having 2nd thoughts. it will be a blast but i don't want to have to entertain. or split gas just fillif i provide food and place to stay...
but mostly i just don't fill i can chill
you know?
no talk to Bethany
and skipped a hall event to day fill a tid bit bad but yeah
but over all a goood day...
night
i ask a buddy to come home with me fall break and i'm having 2nd thoughts. it will be a blast but i don't want to have to entertain. or split gas just fillif i provide food and place to stay...
but mostly i just don't fill i can chill
you know?
no talk to Bethany
and skipped a hall event to day fill a tid bit bad but yeah
but over all a goood day...
night
Tuesday, September 29, 2009
People can be weird
so like in the last couple of days i have made new acquaintances. or people that acknowledge me.
its cold out side
I'm at work
no real reason to blog
love ya
its cold out side
I'm at work
no real reason to blog
love ya
Monday, September 28, 2009
i talked to my bite victim
She came up to me at dinner. to make sure i didn't get in any trouble. i knew she was cooler than that it was the girls on her hall that are a bunch of (mean words) rats.But she says she was slightly freaked by she was laughing about it. she ask if i hate her now i gave her the "not really".
so great
I sent Bethany a email to day it was this msg
http://www.ebaumsworld.com/video/watch/80760579/
so i was just thinking about my b-day
lol
its a link to well you can check it out but it involves kissing
on our walk back after motorcycle ride i jokingly tried to talk Bethany into giving me a kiss for my birth day (3months away) but she sent back
Haha, if you're lucky ;)
made my day...
not that it will ever happen but its nice to have someone to joke about that stuff with...
well night to all and to all a good night
so great
I sent Bethany a email to day it was this msg
http://www.ebaumsworld.com/video/watch/80760579/
so i was just thinking about my b-day
lol
its a link to well you can check it out but it involves kissing
on our walk back after motorcycle ride i jokingly tried to talk Bethany into giving me a kiss for my birth day (3months away) but she sent back
Haha, if you're lucky ;)
made my day...
not that it will ever happen but its nice to have someone to joke about that stuff with...
well night to all and to all a good night
Msg i sent to New York
So it’s been long enough that I can ask this with out it being weird, if it’s weird don’t answer. I really enjoyed hanging out with you and think you’re really cool; defiantly one of the most down to earth people I’ve meet since I’ve been here. I thought we had a pretty cool night but since I haven’t really heard anything from you. So what happen? Just wondering.
How the freak do you say your last name???
How the freak do you say your last name???
Sunday, September 27, 2009
Rat and Assault and battery
So the first week some girls told my RA the i "freaked them out" i took this personal until i realized what kind of people i was dealing with(if your closer than a foot your having babies)... i assumed it was one of my RA's sister but now i know that he has another sister and shes the RAT
Theres this girl who flirts with me and such and i thought she was pretty cool
dumb as a brick but cool
i gave her a hug the other day and bit her neck so she must of told someone on her hall so this whole time i thought it was my RA's first sister but it really must of been the one on this girls hall...
and so my RA pulled me to the side to ask me about it he said it could be considered assault. usually i say i hate white people to stupid crap like this (i am white by the way) but really but a better statement for this case would be i hate sheltered kid
y
y
y
y
y
y
y
y does everything have to be so different
on a plus note i went to a pretty neat baptist church today.
it pretty much was a want to be Pentecostal church...
I'm actually checking in to another christian school half the price of here. its Pentecostal and i actually know a person or two there... plus its not on a mnt.
Theres this girl who flirts with me and such and i thought she was pretty cool
dumb as a brick but cool
i gave her a hug the other day and bit her neck so she must of told someone on her hall so this whole time i thought it was my RA's first sister but it really must of been the one on this girls hall...
and so my RA pulled me to the side to ask me about it he said it could be considered assault. usually i say i hate white people to stupid crap like this (i am white by the way) but really but a better statement for this case would be i hate sheltered kid
y
y
y
y
y
y
y
y does everything have to be so different
on a plus note i went to a pretty neat baptist church today.
it pretty much was a want to be Pentecostal church...
I'm actually checking in to another christian school half the price of here. its Pentecostal and i actually know a person or two there... plus its not on a mnt.
Second email
I’m currently a first semester freshman at Covenant, but it’s not what I want in a college. I would like to apply to Lee, but really don’t have any money. I was wondering if there was a way that I could get the application fee waved. I’m hoping to come and visit the campus in a few weeks. I have been attending COG and Assembly churches for most of my spiritual life and fill that I would be a lot better fit a Lee. I am also hoping to start working on ordination with in the next year but haven’t been able to find a church in this area, but Lee, I am sure, has a lot of COG churches in the area in which I could get plugged in.
CHat with a buddy back home
Brandon
hey bro
7:24pmKegan
what's up dog
7:25pmBrandon
chillin should be workin on a paper
7:25pmKegan
lol i hear ya man
u transferrin to southen right??
7:26pmBrandon
idk valdasta says i dont have to reapple
7:26pmKegan
dang man
7:26pmBrandon
yeah but its really not that bad here
7:27pmKegan
well what sucks so bad up there the campus looks awesome
7:27pmBrandon
like every one is home scoolded
schoolewd
'schoold
schooled
7:27pmKegan
oh snap
7:28pmBrandon
yeah so its like qa bunch of
that brother and sister
that hung out during soccer
i love um both but yeah
how do you like it
?
7:29pmKegan
i love it man
7:31pmBrandon
thats good hows baseball?
im chating with emily lol
7:31pmKegan
i don't play here lol...lol she chats me all the itme
7:32pmBrandon
you didn't play i bet that makes like so much easier
i wish i didn't have to work
but i like work more than school
7:32pmKegan
exactly...man u work? that's whack
yeah u rightl ol
7:33pmBrandon
dude 20 hrs a week here on campus and i don't even get to touch it
7:33pmKegan
touch what
7:34pmBrandon
the money irt goes strait to my bill
it - the r
7:34pmKegan
dang man
7:34pmBrandon
yeah
7:34pmKegan
that's why i didn't go private
7:35pmBrandon
thanks for pointing that out
lol
i might tran
7:35pmKegan
u should
7:37pmKegan
to GSU
7:37pmBrandon
im thinking about it are you stiill dating?
7:37pmKegan
yeah
7:38pmBrandon
she goes there two right
7:38pmKegan
yeah man
7:38pmBrandon
im so pissed i havent made out with a girl since ive been her
here
7:39pmKegan
lol are there any hot ones
7:39pmBrandon
yeah but they are so sheltered you cant get with in a foot or your "in there bubble"
7:40pmKegan
lol well what did u expect man
7:40pmBrandon
normal people
there stranger than me
and that strange
7:41pmKegan
lol u ain't strange
7:41pmBrandon
well not any more
lol
7:41pmKegan
lol
7:42pmBrandon
well im bout to send an email and head out
but ill catch you l8er
7:42pmKegan
sounds good man
7:42pmBrandon
hey sould come home some time around the 16th
my falll break
7:43pmKegan
man we don't get that
7:43pmBrandon
well sucks for you
:):)
7:43pmKegan
and that's parent weekend
7:43pmBrandon
that blows
well chatch ya l8er
7:44pmKegan
aigh dog
hey bro
7:24pmKegan
what's up dog
7:25pmBrandon
chillin should be workin on a paper
7:25pmKegan
lol i hear ya man
u transferrin to southen right??
7:26pmBrandon
idk valdasta says i dont have to reapple
7:26pmKegan
dang man
7:26pmBrandon
yeah but its really not that bad here
7:27pmKegan
well what sucks so bad up there the campus looks awesome
7:27pmBrandon
like every one is home scoolded
schoolewd
'schoold
schooled
7:27pmKegan
oh snap
7:28pmBrandon
yeah so its like qa bunch of
that brother and sister
that hung out during soccer
i love um both but yeah
how do you like it
?
7:29pmKegan
i love it man
7:31pmBrandon
thats good hows baseball?
im chating with emily lol
7:31pmKegan
i don't play here lol...lol she chats me all the itme
7:32pmBrandon
you didn't play i bet that makes like so much easier
i wish i didn't have to work
but i like work more than school
7:32pmKegan
exactly...man u work? that's whack
yeah u rightl ol
7:33pmBrandon
dude 20 hrs a week here on campus and i don't even get to touch it
7:33pmKegan
touch what
7:34pmBrandon
the money irt goes strait to my bill
it - the r
7:34pmKegan
dang man
7:34pmBrandon
yeah
7:34pmKegan
that's why i didn't go private
7:35pmBrandon
thanks for pointing that out
lol
i might tran
7:35pmKegan
u should
7:37pmKegan
to GSU
7:37pmBrandon
im thinking about it are you stiill dating?
7:37pmKegan
yeah
7:38pmBrandon
she goes there two right
7:38pmKegan
yeah man
7:38pmBrandon
im so pissed i havent made out with a girl since ive been her
here
7:39pmKegan
lol are there any hot ones
7:39pmBrandon
yeah but they are so sheltered you cant get with in a foot or your "in there bubble"
7:40pmKegan
lol well what did u expect man
7:40pmBrandon
normal people
there stranger than me
and that strange
7:41pmKegan
lol u ain't strange
7:41pmBrandon
well not any more
lol
7:41pmKegan
lol
7:42pmBrandon
well im bout to send an email and head out
but ill catch you l8er
7:42pmKegan
sounds good man
7:42pmBrandon
hey sould come home some time around the 16th
my falll break
7:43pmKegan
man we don't get that
7:43pmBrandon
well sucks for you
:):)
7:43pmKegan
and that's parent weekend
7:43pmBrandon
that blows
well chatch ya l8er
7:44pmKegan
aigh dog
There is always a secret weapon
her name is well we will call her Liz shes that friend. you may not know that friend but its that friend who likes one of your guy friends more than another. mainly because the other guy friend sucks up by telling all his problems to her.
I love Liz most of the time lol. beautiful voice but she totally likes Cory more than me. ma and Bethany were just cutting and of course Liz being that friend had to pull Bethany to the side to give her a little lecture total rain on my parade. but did just get back from a motorcycle ride that took a long time. it was pretty sweet though. we rode down the mountain and found a little stop to sit and look out over the valley it was almost as beautiful as the Girl i blogged about b4.
But it really wasn't romantic in the least bit.
so should of been.
Long motorcycle ride to a overlook sit and even had a short conversation with an older motorcycling couple.
so could of been a romantic ride but there isn't any thing like that between us.
She did tell me about all her past relationships on our long walk from my freshman parking spot. Including the one she is trying to get out of now...
I'm so ready to go home and visit...
Liz, Cory, Alisha, and Bethany all went out to eat i was invited besides being broke i don't really know why i didn't go.
Maybe because i was with Bethany most the day and didn't want to mess up Cory's style. Which i helped him out with the other night Bethany left early from a Movie and made him walk her back. Well didn't force but encouraged.
If your bored now no really reason to keep reading i could do a new blogg but just fill like rambling.
So i fake kissed a girl last night for a pic so funny. it was a long exposure and of course Cory had to mess it up. He was taking the pic and didn't let enough light in. But yeah my thumb was in between us so we didn't kiss for real (totally would of kissed her), half way through the pic i moved my thumb i didn't get any closer but it scared the crap out of her. (she was home schooled)
good night
good day
but still haven't got any work done
free day wed
happy dance
good night
with love
I love Liz most of the time lol. beautiful voice but she totally likes Cory more than me. ma and Bethany were just cutting and of course Liz being that friend had to pull Bethany to the side to give her a little lecture total rain on my parade. but did just get back from a motorcycle ride that took a long time. it was pretty sweet though. we rode down the mountain and found a little stop to sit and look out over the valley it was almost as beautiful as the Girl i blogged about b4.
But it really wasn't romantic in the least bit.
so should of been.
Long motorcycle ride to a overlook sit and even had a short conversation with an older motorcycling couple.
so could of been a romantic ride but there isn't any thing like that between us.
She did tell me about all her past relationships on our long walk from my freshman parking spot. Including the one she is trying to get out of now...
I'm so ready to go home and visit...
Liz, Cory, Alisha, and Bethany all went out to eat i was invited besides being broke i don't really know why i didn't go.
Maybe because i was with Bethany most the day and didn't want to mess up Cory's style. Which i helped him out with the other night Bethany left early from a Movie and made him walk her back. Well didn't force but encouraged.
If your bored now no really reason to keep reading i could do a new blogg but just fill like rambling.
So i fake kissed a girl last night for a pic so funny. it was a long exposure and of course Cory had to mess it up. He was taking the pic and didn't let enough light in. But yeah my thumb was in between us so we didn't kiss for real (totally would of kissed her), half way through the pic i moved my thumb i didn't get any closer but it scared the crap out of her. (she was home schooled)
good night
good day
but still haven't got any work done
free day wed
happy dance
good night
with love
Friday, September 25, 2009
Beautiful why
so i forgot how beautiful she is
one solid glance
just by happen stance
she ripped my heart away
Not love
but just the past
everything faded in that glance
she ripped my heart away
one solid glance
just by happen stance
she ripped my heart away
Not love
but just the past
everything faded in that glance
she ripped my heart away
great DAY
So it was an amazing day. we had a massive dance part it was great i even dance with chicks but don't tell anyone ok. Alisha is trying to read as i write but i still haven't let her read my blogs. cant bring my self to let anyone now about my mixed emotions about the situations that have passed. i shall a really cute girl tonight but i didn't have the guts talk to her until right b4 she left. and i just pointed out how she didn't dance with me. i don't know her name but that is going to be a goal of mine. well I've get to go for now Alisha is about to kill me short of ill update about Cory and bethany l8er but over all they have been doing really good...
we helped them move around there furniture today
i really had an amazing day
God is good
Let me not forget it...
we helped them move around there furniture today
i really had an amazing day
God is good
Let me not forget it...
Thursday, September 24, 2009
Uneventful
so nothing really happen today which is great. I ate lunch with Bethany Cory and Alisha today it felt totally normal. no more weird awkwardness. so some one is wating for me to give this computer back so ive g2g
massive philosophy exam tomorrow.
tear
tear
also hung out with the trio tonight (Cory, Bethany, Alisha) it was cool as well we took a butt load of random pic well Cory was gone but me and Bethany and one other chick took sweet pic
but totally heading to bed
plus I'm on someone's computer
NIGHT
massive philosophy exam tomorrow.
tear
tear
also hung out with the trio tonight (Cory, Bethany, Alisha) it was cool as well we took a butt load of random pic well Cory was gone but me and Bethany and one other chick took sweet pic
but totally heading to bed
plus I'm on someone's computer
NIGHT
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
transfer student i may be
never in my life have i ever had a hard time relating to people. I prayed today that God would help me appropriate my blessing instead of complain. So I'm not complaining i might be a quite in a semester. Like a raper at a country concert i just don't fit in...
Lonely hurts
so the broken heart i ask for just hit me. well now that I'm typing its not quite so bad. So Bethany and Cory are doing good. i still keep my distance today. I went to hang out with them earlier out felt kind of out of place.
but any way i have black paint on my face. i was dressed like cat in the hat 4 like 3 hours today. we had to do this hall theme thing and the categories were children stories. we did green eggs and ham so i was the cat in the hat i sat in a room with a chick as the tour guide pointed out how i don't belong. Kind of like at this college. it was fun though i was a complete loon i even scared an old lady on accident. i would come out and dance and the wait and yell at people as they went by. i did something different every time i even came up with a song it was naughty party were the lyrics it was great.
but i fill lonely even still i wanted Bethany and Cory to do there thing and even though it was noble i still miss her sure we will hang out though. she came in my room and chilled with me and the chick 4 a while but it was still different. i gave new york a hug today we even chatted for 2.3 seconds.
But every thing is working out like it say it will in the bible "for the good" i just have to remember in the storms he is still there Abba father
night in have to shower and study.1 is the loneliest number
but any way i have black paint on my face. i was dressed like cat in the hat 4 like 3 hours today. we had to do this hall theme thing and the categories were children stories. we did green eggs and ham so i was the cat in the hat i sat in a room with a chick as the tour guide pointed out how i don't belong. Kind of like at this college. it was fun though i was a complete loon i even scared an old lady on accident. i would come out and dance and the wait and yell at people as they went by. i did something different every time i even came up with a song it was naughty party were the lyrics it was great.
but i fill lonely even still i wanted Bethany and Cory to do there thing and even though it was noble i still miss her sure we will hang out though. she came in my room and chilled with me and the chick 4 a while but it was still different. i gave new york a hug today we even chatted for 2.3 seconds.
But every thing is working out like it say it will in the bible "for the good" i just have to remember in the storms he is still there Abba father
night in have to shower and study.1 is the loneliest number
Tuesday, September 22, 2009
curiosity doesn't qualify as stalking
so like i shall Bethany the security Gaurd kicked them out of were they are. she stopped to talk i made her give me a hug. oh this computer is dying., but she told me about how long it would be till the movie was done i was studying in the lobby but yeah after i was done studying i totally looked for her briefly. not sure if this makes sense ill fix it l8er.
Sub Culture
So i don't really need to blog i totally just vented and got vented to. there's this cute MK(missionary kid)and i ran into her coming back from a situation in which I'm about to blog about. and causally ask how she likes our college (expecting like every one else she loves it) but to the contrary she said she hates it. she was being real so i had to seize this opportunity to talk to another outsider so i walked her back to her building she told me why she didn't like it and i told her a few reasons y i didn't like it. to my surprise she said she felt the same way. i felt i need to be even more honest and told her another reason i don't like it is because i can hit on chicks he told me i could hit on her she just wouldn't take me serious. i knew that this would be a great day:) oh and like a few of my other friends i told her she needed to blog... another buddy started blogging today he said it felt good. told ya
Any way a brief complain Bethany was hanging with Cory but totally ditched him to watch a movie with one of her pretty boy friends. Jerk move still love her but total jerk move like Jamaican jerk move...But honesty portion of this blog i totally tried to avoid Cory he was heading out has i was heading in and its so weird hanging with Bethany when hes there. But she had all ready ditched him . i fell asleep doing home work in the library that sucked.
I'm thinking about giving Alisha my url to read my blog
totally probably a bad move
she said she would read only what i said was ok but idk
kind of risky.
If your reading this its because i love ya
I totally sang to a chick on her balcony tonight it was great...
just saying
well night 4 now
Any way a brief complain Bethany was hanging with Cory but totally ditched him to watch a movie with one of her pretty boy friends. Jerk move still love her but total jerk move like Jamaican jerk move...But honesty portion of this blog i totally tried to avoid Cory he was heading out has i was heading in and its so weird hanging with Bethany when hes there. But she had all ready ditched him . i fell asleep doing home work in the library that sucked.
I'm thinking about giving Alisha my url to read my blog
totally probably a bad move
she said she would read only what i said was ok but idk
kind of risky.
If your reading this its because i love ya
I totally sang to a chick on her balcony tonight it was great...
just saying
well night 4 now
The stars are out tonight
So this is suppose to be one blog but i think its going to be a two for 1 deal.
I had to go do my free labor for the school not that bad really.
as i was coming back to clock out i saw New York sitting out side chatting one the phone. (possible with the new BF that someone told me she acquired with in the last week. and i think I'm going to just say whats up in passing after i clock out. kind of a intentional run in. as i was coming in to the lobby to causally walk past new york on my way out,i saw Bethany studding by her self. so i thought i would say hey.
when i sat next to her we started to make out. New york walked in and saw so she ran up and slapped me. thank goodness barney fife was there to break up the fight and save my life. jk
But yeah i sat next to Bethany and noticed Cory's stuff was there he had just walked away. so yeah since there talk they've been hanging out more. which is good and Bethany made the point that she really hadn't seen me all day. i did the cocky thing and told her she could miss me if she wanted to . but this was after she said that she hadn't seen me and i sat back down to get well i don't want to stop you from doing your home work. so yeah sincere idk but at least there hanging more.
But back to the juicy part of the story i walked out and remembered how pretty the day turned out to be and it is a gorgeous night. so i when down to the over look ( place to look off the side of the mountain to see the valley and town below) it was so great i couldn't help but pray. with hands lifted to heaven some one obnoxious walked by and told me not to jump. while i was praying i looked up to see the stars.
i thought that's what ill say to New york The stars are out tonight...
so i did
see when we were laying one the grass, her head on my chest. we both kept complaining how there were no stars. i keep thinking how much more romantic could this night be if there were stars.
so when i walked by New york Her head was down, she looked slightly depressed,pointing to the sky i simply said THe stars are out tonight. she looked at me her apparent sadness left her just long enough so her to give me a smile of approval.
Chats all i really need
The stars are out to night
I had to go do my free labor for the school not that bad really.
as i was coming back to clock out i saw New York sitting out side chatting one the phone. (possible with the new BF that someone told me she acquired with in the last week. and i think I'm going to just say whats up in passing after i clock out. kind of a intentional run in. as i was coming in to the lobby to causally walk past new york on my way out,i saw Bethany studding by her self. so i thought i would say hey.
when i sat next to her we started to make out. New york walked in and saw so she ran up and slapped me. thank goodness barney fife was there to break up the fight and save my life. jk
But yeah i sat next to Bethany and noticed Cory's stuff was there he had just walked away. so yeah since there talk they've been hanging out more. which is good and Bethany made the point that she really hadn't seen me all day. i did the cocky thing and told her she could miss me if she wanted to . but this was after she said that she hadn't seen me and i sat back down to get well i don't want to stop you from doing your home work. so yeah sincere idk but at least there hanging more.
But back to the juicy part of the story i walked out and remembered how pretty the day turned out to be and it is a gorgeous night. so i when down to the over look ( place to look off the side of the mountain to see the valley and town below) it was so great i couldn't help but pray. with hands lifted to heaven some one obnoxious walked by and told me not to jump. while i was praying i looked up to see the stars.
i thought that's what ill say to New york The stars are out tonight...
so i did
see when we were laying one the grass, her head on my chest. we both kept complaining how there were no stars. i keep thinking how much more romantic could this night be if there were stars.
so when i walked by New york Her head was down, she looked slightly depressed,pointing to the sky i simply said THe stars are out tonight. she looked at me her apparent sadness left her just long enough so her to give me a smile of approval.
Chats all i really need
The stars are out to night
The SUn will come out tommorow
so i go to college on top of a mountain and we have been in a cloud for like a week.
I mean a fog so thick you couldn't see 10 foot in front of you. and it was raining.
It rained so much that i got evacuated from class because of a mud slide behind the building.
But the sun came out today i had forgotten how beautiful the campus is. i even could see down the mountain into the valley God is so good
We forget in the storms of life how beautiful things are.
Like i even went swimming
great day it has been
ive got to go do practical service
my college makes us do service hours
on top of every thing else but its only a hour a week bummer...
but the rain is gone :)
I mean a fog so thick you couldn't see 10 foot in front of you. and it was raining.
It rained so much that i got evacuated from class because of a mud slide behind the building.
But the sun came out today i had forgotten how beautiful the campus is. i even could see down the mountain into the valley God is so good
We forget in the storms of life how beautiful things are.
Like i even went swimming
great day it has been
ive got to go do practical service
my college makes us do service hours
on top of every thing else but its only a hour a week bummer...
but the rain is gone :)
No absolute truth
as time fades hearts are broken
nigger must think i'm jokin
i thought her love was a token
i must of been smokin
that good green
that wisdom weed
jk so goood day so far me and Bethany have class together but we didnt sit together or walk back to dorms together like usual, we didn't eat lunch together kind of my thing we were in line together but then i whent and sat with the guys. so i think every thing will work out. it was strange to find out she has a not boy friend back home as well. kind of a player she is
but yeah she totally leads people on but, no reason for negative vibes right now got to go back for another shift of work in ten mins but over all its been a good dat
oh yeah there is absolute truth
nigger must think i'm jokin
i thought her love was a token
i must of been smokin
that good green
that wisdom weed
jk so goood day so far me and Bethany have class together but we didnt sit together or walk back to dorms together like usual, we didn't eat lunch together kind of my thing we were in line together but then i whent and sat with the guys. so i think every thing will work out. it was strange to find out she has a not boy friend back home as well. kind of a player she is
but yeah she totally leads people on but, no reason for negative vibes right now got to go back for another shift of work in ten mins but over all its been a good dat
oh yeah there is absolute truth
Blog addiction
wow so far this is a good day I've been dying to blog since i woke up this morning. i actually woke up on time this morning. i had something really cool to say but i forgot.
I shall Bethany to day and it really wasn't weird that was cool. we huged like always but no lile magical electricity or any thing.
New york i ran in to her in the elevator today and it wasn't weird/
o i remember what it was that i was dying to blog about.
Cory my friend said when him and Bethany had there long talk that Bethany kinda still has a relationship back home. that toss a whole nother card on the table. Made life have a bit of flavor.
more on that l8er but yeah it wasn't weird with New york ether. even stuck in an elevator. when i see her i still think we could of had something or how cool that night was. but she want feeling well so like at least she wasn't as hot as usual...
but yea im on the clock right now but so much more to blog about'l
later
I shall Bethany to day and it really wasn't weird that was cool. we huged like always but no lile magical electricity or any thing.
New york i ran in to her in the elevator today and it wasn't weird/
o i remember what it was that i was dying to blog about.
Cory my friend said when him and Bethany had there long talk that Bethany kinda still has a relationship back home. that toss a whole nother card on the table. Made life have a bit of flavor.
more on that l8er but yeah it wasn't weird with New york ether. even stuck in an elevator. when i see her i still think we could of had something or how cool that night was. but she want feeling well so like at least she wasn't as hot as usual...
but yea im on the clock right now but so much more to blog about'l
later
Monday, September 21, 2009
Musical Chairs
well its 11 hopefully the earliest i would have went to be in a while. i watched a movie with her and friend b and c
it was weird and i know it didn't like mean any thing but this is how musical chairs went down.
A(Alisha) was siting on the couch before the movie so i sat down next to her thinking C(Cory) and Her could sit on a couch together or something, but Her sat between me and Alisha then Cory complained about no where to sit. It was a two person couch. Alisha offered to sit on the floor so that Cory could sit on the other side of Her(Bethany let the secret out) so they could sit together i guess.
But then Bethany offered to sit on the Floor so it became me Cory and Alisha on the couch. i didn't plan on finishing the movie so when i got ready to leave Bethany said how tired she was so everyone went there separate ways.
I over think way to much stuff
but yeah she totally came down to get me for the Movie twice.
i Told her that i went to visit she kind of did the o well thing.
I love writing like this the freedom is amazing,,,sldkjfa
any way I'm probably over thinking everything but it makes for nice human observation annalists.
But she did sit on the dirty stinky floor
like she had poured pencil shavings on the floor and sat in them but that's a whole nother story.
it was weird and i know it didn't like mean any thing but this is how musical chairs went down.
A(Alisha) was siting on the couch before the movie so i sat down next to her thinking C(Cory) and Her could sit on a couch together or something, but Her sat between me and Alisha then Cory complained about no where to sit. It was a two person couch. Alisha offered to sit on the floor so that Cory could sit on the other side of Her(Bethany let the secret out) so they could sit together i guess.
But then Bethany offered to sit on the Floor so it became me Cory and Alisha on the couch. i didn't plan on finishing the movie so when i got ready to leave Bethany said how tired she was so everyone went there separate ways.
I over think way to much stuff
but yeah she totally came down to get me for the Movie twice.
i Told her that i went to visit she kind of did the o well thing.
I love writing like this the freedom is amazing,,,sldkjfa
any way I'm probably over thinking everything but it makes for nice human observation annalists.
But she did sit on the dirty stinky floor
like she had poured pencil shavings on the floor and sat in them but that's a whole nother story.
That makes me friend "S"
so i had to leave my hole for a second while gone i thought i would run to go see a girl. i ran in to a mutual friend named A she said our mutual friend B was actually im my building hanging out with Mutual friend C
any way i went to go see her against my better judgment just to find out along the way that she was in the building hanging with my friend her "not Boy friend". Kind of stinks but maybe they will go to the next step and life will be less complicated. for me at least.
Broken heart where are you so we can move on together.
ether way I'm friend S
aka screwed.
any way i went to go see her against my better judgment just to find out along the way that she was in the building hanging with my friend her "not Boy friend". Kind of stinks but maybe they will go to the next step and life will be less complicated. for me at least.
Broken heart where are you so we can move on together.
ether way I'm friend S
aka screwed.
CRAP!!!
O my gosh
I'm like having with draws from this chick i haven't seen her all day i think I'm about to head to where shes studying. But if her pretty boy friends are there I'm going to be pissed. i think I'm better off right her not working. its so hard to focus with her on my mind.
CRAP!!!
CRAP!!!
CRAP!!!
no wonder people don't quit cold turkey this is hard...
but I'm not going
I'm like having with draws from this chick i haven't seen her all day i think I'm about to head to where shes studying. But if her pretty boy friends are there I'm going to be pissed. i think I'm better off right her not working. its so hard to focus with her on my mind.
CRAP!!!
CRAP!!!
CRAP!!!
no wonder people don't quit cold turkey this is hard...
but I'm not going
Dancing in my Mind
her shadow dances in my mind right now
not half a good as the real thing
but all i can have.
shes not mine
she never will be
i wish her shadow was elsewhere
not tempting me to seek her out
If i did give in what would be the fruit
nothing, empty looks maybe
but there is not love there
But if i seek her out
would this void be gone?
no...
Just empty looks
I stare deep in her eyes
with her to glance back
look briefly,
my heart jumps
and I'm no longer my self
Lost in her shadow
or lost in her eyes
Ether way I'm trapped,
Destine to fail
did i seek her out?
do you want to know
ill never tell
i didn't, not yet
but her shadow looms.
Dancing in my mind
not half a good as the real thing
but all i can have.
shes not mine
she never will be
i wish her shadow was elsewhere
not tempting me to seek her out
If i did give in what would be the fruit
nothing, empty looks maybe
but there is not love there
But if i seek her out
would this void be gone?
no...
Just empty looks
I stare deep in her eyes
with her to glance back
look briefly,
my heart jumps
and I'm no longer my self
Lost in her shadow
or lost in her eyes
Ether way I'm trapped,
Destine to fail
did i seek her out?
do you want to know
ill never tell
i didn't, not yet
but her shadow looms.
Dancing in my mind
so my phone doesnt have mins
ran out of money on my phone.
just thought about that.
like, she cant call amazing how things
i kind of miss her
must resist.
just thought about that.
like, she cant call amazing how things
i kind of miss her
must resist.
Secluded
So i haven't seen New york in a few days. that makes life a heck of a lot easier. Its only when i see her that i get stressed out.
I only saw my friend's not girl friend once today. they had a long talk so there more cool now, that makes things more concrete. she kind of leads people on me and one of her gf came to that realization last night well morning i didn't get to bed untill like 400 in the mornin last night.
Totally missed my first shift of work
But yeah i almost blog today about a friend that made me fill really funny, like on the inside. when she looked in my eyes or my hands touched i thought there was more but i was wrong.
that makes me fill like crap on the inside but im sure its for the best.
well night for now still avoiding my friends not girl friend to the best of my ability
may the force be with you...
I only saw my friend's not girl friend once today. they had a long talk so there more cool now, that makes things more concrete. she kind of leads people on me and one of her gf came to that realization last night well morning i didn't get to bed untill like 400 in the mornin last night.
Totally missed my first shift of work
But yeah i almost blog today about a friend that made me fill really funny, like on the inside. when she looked in my eyes or my hands touched i thought there was more but i was wrong.
that makes me fill like crap on the inside but im sure its for the best.
well night for now still avoiding my friends not girl friend to the best of my ability
may the force be with you...
Sunday, September 20, 2009
1/2 Truth paper
For what can be known about God is plain to them, because God has shown it to them (1:19). Truth is found throughout creation. General revelation is how God has “shown” truth to us. But like Israel we have “exchanged the glory of the immortal God for images resembling mortal man and birds and animals and reptiles”(1:22). As humans we have exchanged God objective truth for man-made truths and cultural norms. We have set worldly views on a pedestal placing the basic laws of God on the back burner.
For although they knew God, they did not honor him as God or give thanks to him, but they became futile in their thinking, and their foolish hearts were darkened (1:21).It our lack of reverence of God that causes this dark heart, a heart too dark to perceive truth. It is sin that clouds our vision and lets “futile” thinking come into place. Many think logic and science hold all answers to the divine but Paul says “what can be known about God is plain”. In our finite minds we can never fully grasp God but what can be known is plain. God makes himself plain so we can have a relationship with him; now if only the opposite sex could do the same thing.
For although they knew God, they did not honor him as God or give thanks to him, but they became futile in their thinking, and their foolish hearts were darkened (1:21).It our lack of reverence of God that causes this dark heart, a heart too dark to perceive truth. It is sin that clouds our vision and lets “futile” thinking come into place. Many think logic and science hold all answers to the divine but Paul says “what can be known about God is plain”. In our finite minds we can never fully grasp God but what can be known is plain. God makes himself plain so we can have a relationship with him; now if only the opposite sex could do the same thing.
so ever think about slitting your wrist
Like I haven’t ever seriously but the thought passes quite frequently.
But yeah so I hung out with her some 2day still hate her. More so maybe. It’s so nice when were like alone but when we are with other people it’s so weird. It’s ok I’m finally going home 4 a weekend me and a buddy. He’s from up north heading to the hick town I leave in. no stop lights or stores it will be great to get away. I didn’t think I would want to visit home when I went to college but it sucks so bad up here some time home really doesn’t seem so bad… I’m listen to James Blunt right now I fill pretty chill. My buddy was listen to it when I came in its ok.
But yeah it will be great to go home take my mind off stuff… including that chick I hate. Don’t yea love improper English. Its liberating after having your writing critiqued by college profesors.
You had a bad day song just came on Pandora so great
Well night
If anyone ever reads this I love ya. Or I wouldn’t have gave yea the url.
Ps sorry this isn’t a complaint but I had a great church service today. A small group afterward gave us food and we chatted about acts and truth it was great
But yeah so I hung out with her some 2day still hate her. More so maybe. It’s so nice when were like alone but when we are with other people it’s so weird. It’s ok I’m finally going home 4 a weekend me and a buddy. He’s from up north heading to the hick town I leave in. no stop lights or stores it will be great to get away. I didn’t think I would want to visit home when I went to college but it sucks so bad up here some time home really doesn’t seem so bad… I’m listen to James Blunt right now I fill pretty chill. My buddy was listen to it when I came in its ok.
But yeah it will be great to go home take my mind off stuff… including that chick I hate. Don’t yea love improper English. Its liberating after having your writing critiqued by college profesors.
You had a bad day song just came on Pandora so great
Well night
If anyone ever reads this I love ya. Or I wouldn’t have gave yea the url.
Ps sorry this isn’t a complaint but I had a great church service today. A small group afterward gave us food and we chatted about acts and truth it was great
Stupid head
So I like I am trying to like avoid certain people to like wing myself away. I have certain friends and I hang out to much.
Well seeing how no one will ever read this I guess I can be frank.
I’m trying to stay away from my friends not girl friend but it’s so not working.
There will never be anything out of this relationship I actually kind of dislike her now. And I hate how she makes me fill like a weird not jealous jealousy. I keep hanging out even though I hate her.
But she is cute…
But not my kind of cute
So stressful
But yeah so trying to avoid her as of right now…
And her stupid new jock/prep friend.
Well seeing how no one will ever read this I guess I can be frank.
I’m trying to stay away from my friends not girl friend but it’s so not working.
There will never be anything out of this relationship I actually kind of dislike her now. And I hate how she makes me fill like a weird not jealous jealousy. I keep hanging out even though I hate her.
But she is cute…
But not my kind of cute
So stressful
But yeah so trying to avoid her as of right now…
And her stupid new jock/prep friend.
New YOrk
So there's this girl
I could start that way or I could tell you about my favorite night at college so far well there was the night when I jumped of a 35-40 (still some debate) but this night is definitely in the top.
ladies help me out here.
so I call this girl up and we decide to hang out me and some friends start a movie she’s leaning up against me but of course there's hall meeting and we have to part ways. l8er after that she calls me and
she’s was like "we should hang out some more"
and I was like " well I’ve got so much work to do and study and stuff"
(this is the short sweet version)
but I was totally in to this girl so I ask here were she was. she told me and she keep trying to convince me to hang out with her. as I keep telling her this I jog to were she is still telling her I couldn't because of all my work I got behind her and scared her. we sat on a bench for a while and chatted talking about a couple playing Frisbee in front of us analyzing their relationship. then I brought up the crater
The crater is just that a big hole in the ground. we lay in the grass in side the crater and chat some more. night is going great
we start talking about kissing because of how bad i wanted to kiss her
I never did
but we did lay and chat for a while talking about every thing. the totally laid her head on my chest and we held hangs for a bit...
great night I think finally some one I can be cool with. see all the girls here are so weird. well not what I'm use to, but that would be a whole nother blog.
but yeah so of course she hasn't answered one of my calls since then.
i gave up calling I'm not a creep. but i have seen her in person since see totally even hugged me since but any way it sucks nothing never evolved out of my best night a college
I could start that way or I could tell you about my favorite night at college so far well there was the night when I jumped of a 35-40 (still some debate) but this night is definitely in the top.
ladies help me out here.
so I call this girl up and we decide to hang out me and some friends start a movie she’s leaning up against me but of course there's hall meeting and we have to part ways. l8er after that she calls me and
she’s was like "we should hang out some more"
and I was like " well I’ve got so much work to do and study and stuff"
(this is the short sweet version)
but I was totally in to this girl so I ask here were she was. she told me and she keep trying to convince me to hang out with her. as I keep telling her this I jog to were she is still telling her I couldn't because of all my work I got behind her and scared her. we sat on a bench for a while and chatted talking about a couple playing Frisbee in front of us analyzing their relationship. then I brought up the crater
The crater is just that a big hole in the ground. we lay in the grass in side the crater and chat some more. night is going great
we start talking about kissing because of how bad i wanted to kiss her
I never did
but we did lay and chat for a while talking about every thing. the totally laid her head on my chest and we held hangs for a bit...
great night I think finally some one I can be cool with. see all the girls here are so weird. well not what I'm use to, but that would be a whole nother blog.
but yeah so of course she hasn't answered one of my calls since then.
i gave up calling I'm not a creep. but i have seen her in person since see totally even hugged me since but any way it sucks nothing never evolved out of my best night a college
Jealousy kills
So its 308 in the morning
I sat down to work on philosophy
But decided to work on a blog instead.
But that was kind of boring
So don’t hate or try to judge me
Just because I should be in bed.
Haha sorry but yeah so this has single handedly been the worst weekend out of my four at college. The last was so great.
I hate chicks
Why in the world does every thing have to be so complicated? Let me speak in riddles or I could come out and say it. Huh? Well any way I would hate to depresses some one, well what the heck.
I kind of like, but would never date, a friend’s not girl friend. There is a lot of not girl friends here. I’m at a private Christian college and students here like pride them selves in making crap as aquward (sound it out I just spent 5 mins trying spell check with no luck). Like people want go out but the just hang out and want date because of moral or commitment to grades and such. like we had this mad sick toga party tonight and this dude refuses to date this check and shes’ cute so I danced with her sort of there was a foot between but we were totally making eye contact. But she hates me. Not really but shes really in to this other guy and he started dancing all in front of me after I started dancing with her. Any way my friends not girlfriend, now that we established what that is with another example, in not hanging out with a jock/prep guy and for all the guys out the it means a total lost for every one else. So yeah I don’t read stuff after I write it but I hope you do………
I sat down to work on philosophy
But decided to work on a blog instead.
But that was kind of boring
So don’t hate or try to judge me
Just because I should be in bed.
Haha sorry but yeah so this has single handedly been the worst weekend out of my four at college. The last was so great.
I hate chicks
Why in the world does every thing have to be so complicated? Let me speak in riddles or I could come out and say it. Huh? Well any way I would hate to depresses some one, well what the heck.
I kind of like, but would never date, a friend’s not girl friend. There is a lot of not girl friends here. I’m at a private Christian college and students here like pride them selves in making crap as aquward (sound it out I just spent 5 mins trying spell check with no luck). Like people want go out but the just hang out and want date because of moral or commitment to grades and such. like we had this mad sick toga party tonight and this dude refuses to date this check and shes’ cute so I danced with her sort of there was a foot between but we were totally making eye contact. But she hates me. Not really but shes really in to this other guy and he started dancing all in front of me after I started dancing with her. Any way my friends not girlfriend, now that we established what that is with another example, in not hanging out with a jock/prep guy and for all the guys out the it means a total lost for every one else. So yeah I don’t read stuff after I write it but I hope you do………
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