My life ain't to bad

SO i work a camp during the summer and one of the girls there chatted with me today. she's 14 and dealing with more stuff than i could ever deal with. If you pray, pray for her if you don't still read about her story, and look at me as a jerk for complaining so much...


30/9/2009
08:38 PM
Meleah:
hey brandonn!!!! lol
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08:39 PM
Brandon:
hey there
shot glasses?
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08:39 PM
Meleah:
yeahh..i gotz a question and idk if u have an answer butt i need ur help with understanding somethingg?? will u help mee
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08:39 PM
Brandon:
sure
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08:40 PM
Meleah:
why does god say he will do what is best for us but he will take our best friends and family when he knows how much it hurts
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08:41 PM
Brandon:
are we talking about best friend or a family member?
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08:41 PM
Meleah:
bothh
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08:41 PM
Brandon:
idk
life
starts and ends
things change
love blooms
and dies
as the world spins
we do as well
Gods bigger
all things work out to his glory
but still
works for are best
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08:43 PM
Meleah:
okk that helps i have to wear a brace on my knee for 6 weekss
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08:43 PM
Brandon:
shouldn't be such a cluts
jk
but we
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08:44 PM
Meleah:
lol its cool i messed it up doin an arabian at gymnastics
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08:44 PM
Brandon:
what the heck is that?
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08:45 PM
Meleah:
oh you do a round off then a front tuck and a front handsprang then back handsprang and back tuckk
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08:45 PM
Brandon:
what
that sounds sicl
i would of broke my hole body
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08:46 PM
Meleah:
lol its not that hard actually u have more strangth when ur legs hit the ground and u bound up
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08:47 PM
Brandon:
if you say so are you going to be ok
with the first question?
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08:48 PM
Meleah:
idk it hurts rele bad and i just dont understand why he took my sister and my best friend they never done anythingg bad all they did was live for himm
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08:49 PM
Meleah:
they told me if i started actin weird about all of this they were gonn aput me in green leaf rehabb
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08:50 PM
Brandon:
i heard the food is good
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08:50 PM
Meleah:
lol
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08:50 PM
Brandon:
Thats one of the things preachers go to school to anser
but know one knows except GOd
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08:51 PM
Meleah:
i swear u can mae a horrible situation and find a way to think positive lol
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08:52 PM
Brandon:
im sure you can to but its alot harder when its your situation
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08:52 PM
Meleah:
yeahh!!
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08:52 PM
Brandon:
Theres nothing wrong with asking questions david did
and theres nothing wrong with breaking down
when my dad past i did
and still do when i think about certain things
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08:54 PM
Meleah:
but i feel like i have to be the stong peson because if my friends or family sees me break down they wil and i do all i can to hide my feelings from themm and now even worse the doctors think i have lower lubar limphoma
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08:55 PM
Brandon:
give me a second im googleing that
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08:55 PM
Meleah:
it is cancer in my backk
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08:58 PM
Brandon:
why do they think that?
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08:58 PM
Meleah:
i have 4 masses on my spine and they r doin spinal taps thursdayy
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08:59 PM
Brandon:
that does blow
wow
you make me fill bad about complaining
like tommorow
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09:00 PM
Meleah:
yeahh its gonna hurt really bad im really scared something is gonna ago wrongg then htey r doin itt
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09:01 PM
Brandon:
it will be ok. unless thy bring out a chainsaw then worry
what is treatment like?
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09:02 PM
Meleah:
just the same a all cancer.. Chemotherapy yeahh thye told m ht ifd imove durin them i an be paralized
if i mvei can be parlized
if move
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09:03 PM
Brandon:
do you watch house?
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09:03 PM
Meleah:
yeahh sure doo
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09:03 PM
Brandon:
do you think hes a jerk?
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09:03 PM
Meleah:
yeahh
but he went to rehabb
he is a littl ebetter noww
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09:04 PM
Brandon:
i know i havent seenany of the first season
this season
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09:04 PM
Meleah:
o well then u missed it lolz
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09:05 PM
Brandon:
but any way
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09:06 PM
Meleah:
yeahh..
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09:06 PM
Brandon:
he would say atleast your not worring about the ankel
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09:07 PM
Meleah:
yeahh i would get an attitude with himm 2
omg i got put in iss for bein in a bathroom fightt
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09:07 PM
Brandon:
i didnt put that
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09:07 PM
Meleah:
kk
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09:08 PM
Brandon:
what just happen
bathroom fight?
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09:09 PM
Meleah:
yeahh i got pushed into a wall and ounched a gurll and got in a fightt
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09:10 PM
Brandon:
lol that great
i have never been in a real fight
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09:10 PM
Meleah:
woww it was just a reflex lol thats what i told the principle as soon as she shoved me i punched herr i was tooooo madd
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30/9/2009
09:11 p.m.
Brandon:
well love ive got to get freakin home work done
but ill chatch ya l8er is it this thursday>
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09:12 PM
Meleah:
lol good luckk i aint got none i have to do it all in iss or i get more dayss yeahh tomorrow pleasee prayy 4 me im still really scaredd
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09:13 PM
Brandon:
ok
will do if you do the same
pray for yourself
that is
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09:13 PM
Meleah:
okay i will thankk uu!! Nightt love ya!!!
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09:14 PM
Brandon:
night
msg me how every thing goes